Saturday, December 22, 2007

A FEELING OF CHRISTMAS -Colorado memories


The night is clear and cold, and the sidewalks, front and backyard are covered with the first winter’s snow.  Our house stands pretty much on its own on this side of town; city lights enliven the front courtyard while a triple row of tall oaks protects the back.  A fire pops in the grate, Christmas lights twinkle in our freshly cut Douglas fir -I better go out and get some more firewood as our kids one by one, will surely arrive - anytime now.
I can hear the whistling wind changing directions, buzzing through double paned windows as I cross the kitchen towards the back door. The ever present aromas coming from the oven and pantry enfold my whole being in an elated feeling of home and communion: cinnamon, cloves, sage and rosemary, the roasting turkey providing the wonderful bouquet of the season at hand.

Nearing the neatly stacked woodpile, I select a few logs and as I straighten, the sounds of a slight rustle on the freshly fallen snow hold me captive in total awareness. I turn quickly to see what it is while my forehead hits some of the heavily snowed-covered pine branches.  There are prints on the lawn.  Small hoof prints. I am not aware we have deer living or foraging nearby; birds for sure, but not deer.  Taking a closer look, I see that there’s a string of prints leading towards the side of the house, as though something has barely touched down on its way elsewhere. And then, the prints stop, they disappear.

Strange, I think, as I look down toward the thinly forested area below. With trees in their rustling splendor, and light snow flakes circling up in the air, there seems to be a definite commotion that I cannot fathom, or even describe.  Stars twinkle in the early frosted eve, plumes of smoke rise in the sky, the crackling of bark and branches underfoot, and a melody. Yes, a melody of incredible sweetness appears to be rising from the forested area into the heavens beyond.

The scent of pine needles, and the clear night confirm the vast meaning of this season in my heart. The sound grows weaker … until suddenly it tapers altogether as a light snow begins to drift upwards, aloft.


As I pace back towards the house, I am overflowing with a newly-found euphoric emotion for the sense and marvel the season conveys.