I am remarkable, I know I hold much spiritual potential. As I am today, a non-working (in the commercial sense – non- wage earner) individual, with no paying job to make me an outstanding whatever, nor a titled job bearer to proclaim my self-confidence,
I now totally try my hand at becoming whole again, focusing on the importance of nourishing and honoring my body, soul and spirit through organic nutrition, essential oils, supplements, meditation and healing unconventional treatments. I am trying to feed the depths of the person that I am.
The person I am, was only moderately connected to what I did in my jobs and/or my social life.
Only once I was a ‘nine- to- fiver', most of my other jobs have been unceremonious, I made my own hours as I went along, working around my children’s schedules when they were young. These were jobs I loved, mostly. But I definitely knew that what I did was NOT who I was. My own personal life always took precedence over whatever I did in a paying job.
I can always develop a quiet and secret life of my own if I allow my imagination to reign, I am happy with ME as the only visitor. I feel in harmony by just being with myself, and appreciating the remarkable human that I am.
I never defined myself by what I did at work, even though I did enjoy the social aspects and routines of a more disciplined life.
‘Retirement’ and free-lancing from home can definitely be chaotic. When there’s order within myself, however, I go through my day in a controlled and systematic way, accomplishing the tasks that seem to pile up during daily living.
People think that I am sager now, that I possess wisdom, prudence and good judgment. I suppose I am more so than I was fifty years ago but in essence my spirit remains unchanged.
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